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The Look of Jesus
In the gospel according to Luke we read:
But Peter said: "Man, I do not know what you are talking about!" At that moment, while he was still speaking, a cock crew; and the Lord turned and looked straight at Peter....and Peter went outside and wept.
I related well with the Lord. I would converse with Him, thank Him, ask for help.
But always I had this uneasy feeling that he wanted me to look at Him..... And I would not! I would talk, but look away when I sensed He was looking at me.
I was afraid I should find an accusation in His eyes of some unrepented sin. Or a demand : something He wanted from me.
One day I summoned up courage and looked!
There was no accusation.
No demand.
The eyes just said: " I love you."
And like Peter, I went outside and wept.
A. de Mello Song of the Bird
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